And there I stood
In the rain of tears
Listening to my overthinker heart again
The most sensitive ass
It may be.
I wanted to be known
That I have been loved too.
I wanted to be fucking happy
Regardless of everything in my mind
That goes on and on
I wanted to be carefree
But the thoughts that have been
Tied onto my mind
Couldn’t go.
I wanted to forget every bit of
my traumatic past
I don’t want to relive it again
In same rain I am in now
The rain of tears
The rain of overthinking
The rain of insecurities
The rain in which I stood in.