The Context

You are not like the ones who wrap their heads when they see the girl. THE ENTERTAINMENT FRATERNITY BROKE MY HEART. 

It told me you’ll come look me in the eye and fall over again and again and I’ll be there just standing being beautifully adorable with my perfections at hand. 

I never knew when you fell, I never got those god damn big gestured surprises, the embrace, the compliments that circled me through your words. I never got them.

I never had a love fest in the middle of the day where you just picked me up out nowhere to also just go anywhere. I was fed a light of shady warmth that kept me dreamy in the day of sad opulence and meaningless conversations. 

I was finding you, chasing you all along.
You didn’t adore me, I adored you. 

The Poetry

Ohh there is a man, whose smile can make my feet dance in the rain,
the thought of him can make cheeks red and shut my brain.

Ohh there is a man, whom I wanna flood love with and live within the shackles of it.

He has an ego that touches the moon,
but little does he know I conspire my love to roam around the milky way and come back to earth & take those circles again & again.

You know There is this man, when I close my eyes I find myself in a stadium where he has opened his
arms just to catch me when he is in pain.

Ohh there is a man whose nerves I can feel through my memory just like some encrypted code accessible to my brain. 

There is this creature of heart, whom only I have really seen,
he shakes, he nervously breaks, he stumbles, & fumbles. 

Seeing him win makes my day

Ohh there is this man, where did he run away,

I was summoned in the court of belongings

just to be found empty of what pumped my blood everyday!